Today managed to come online again because there is no interact. When is it going to start?! I cannot wait actually because it is boring to go home early everyday. Maybe that is good you say, but not for me. I go home, eat, tv, stare at the ceiling... everything but touching my books. However I think I am a liiitttllle bit motivated than before to study now.

One, because I went for the "Studying Overseas-Australia" talk in school. The thing is that I am not motivated to study, so that I can go Aussie to sudy. But that I am motivated to study so that I can go local uni!

It cost a bomb to go overseas, not that I only realise now. But then I think it is unfair for my father if I just demand $20,000 to go. Thanks to Siew Tee for enlightening me again. I shall study hard to go local uni! If not, I really don't know where to go le.

Two, because my grades are rock bottom. And I don't want to talk about it.

Three, because my friends all seem so busy everyday. While I am now furiously typing away, Calista is preparing european history notes. Siew Tee is preparing SEA history stuff. Calista got guzheng like twice a week. SiewTee has basketball like twice or thrice a week. Me?! Ok, going to study soon.

Actually I can only think of three reasons why I should study hard. Brain not working very well today. Slept at 11 last night, which was considered late for me. I rather watch desperate housewived than do econs mcqs. desperate housewives is just so addictive! they should call it must-see monday.

I haven't make a new friend for a long long time.

Enough crap for today. Books! Somehow having a positive attitude does nto make things any easier...